Long time back my sis bought some blades and decided to
cut her and upload that live on YouTube channel so that people will know about
us and help. She tried doing it many times but could not do it. She was scared
of the very sharp blade and every time told me
“God willing we
will get some help without me cutting myself.”
My mother tired of long hiding went to UNHCR and asked
for help… no help she came back to the empty house because we left the house
out of fear of being caught. Now we are separated from our mother.
Now my sister was
very sad and disappointed and really cut herself.
I sat with her she started cutting herself and I looked
while my heart was crying. We uploaded
the video to the YouTube and waited for the help. But no one offered help.
I put a bandage on my sister cuts but there were so much
blood coming out. I was scared that my sis will die. I prayed to Jesus to heal
her. I miss my mother who is now separated from us and
lives somewhere else in hiding….
We are converted Christians. Me and my sis are trying
hard to save our life and get out of Sri Lanka but people just don’t help.
UNHCR has left us all alone because it wants good relations with Sri Lankan
Govt.
Govt of Sri Lanka
took our passports and wants to deport us to Pakistan. Frightened we live in
hiding….